Sunday 31 January 2010

Humbert Humbert




Lolita, light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul. Lo-lee-ta: the tip of the tongue taking a trip of three steps down the palate to tap, at three, on the teeth. Lo. Lee. Ta. She was Lo, plain Lo, in the morning, standing four feet ten in one sock. She was Lola in slacks. She was Dolly at school. She was Dolores on the dotted line. But in my arms she was always Lolita. Did she have a precursor? She did, indeed she did. In point of fact, there might have been no Lolita at all had I not loved, one summer, an initial girl-child. In a princedom by the sea. Oh when? About as many years before Lolita was born as my age was that summer. You can always count on a murderer for a fancy prose style. Ladies and gentlemen of the jury, exhibit number one is what the seraphs, the misinformed, simple, noble-winged seraphs, envied. Look at this tangle of thorns.

sweet tooth


i’m going to go next door and borrow a cup of sugar.
i don’t need a cup of sugar
i just need to know that still happens
because once it stops
we’re lost.

- dallas clayton

Saturday 30 January 2010

Lisa Mitchell you are my heroin


Oh, Sun Sun Sun
You better not shine on me me me,
All I've done is drink tea tea,
Oh, I don't deserve you.

I gotta run run run,
Can't be staying here here here,
Oh, I gotta disappear,
Oh, I don't deserve you.

Oh, standing on this busy city street,
This big old city,
I've got no body to meet,
This big old city,
I'm writing down all the things that come between us.

I just want you to meet me,
Won't you meet me in the middle,
I just want you to meet me,
Won't you meet me by the corner,
By the river, by the bridge,
Down by the seaside,
By the river, by the bridge,
Down by the seaside.

Tuesday 26 January 2010

Home Sweet Home


so the boy and I have been house hunting for the past month, and I never realised how hard this would be. you think you find the one but it's to small, you think it looks nice in photo's but it smells like old lady.
then you find it. the one. but it's still a waiting game...

still I've been merrily wallowing in my own dream world of modern décor and kitchen designs, and matching his and her towels. yes, I'm sad to be doing this at 19 years of age, but I love it, I was born a housewife and won't be happy until I'm baking pies and cakes in a lovely kitchen, clad in my pinny, hair tied up in a chignon...I'm getting a wee bit carried away aren't I!

I was definitely born in the wrong era!

Monday 4 January 2010

blue fingers


my breathe crackles as it swells from my mouth,
the bite of the ice on my toes; little frozen teeth nibbling away at my warmth.
buried underneath layers of artificial skin,
my skin pimples and gooses at the invading chill.

winter wraps its frozen fingers round my vulnerable and exposed flesh,
it sticks to my cheeks and eyelashes, sore and crisp.
cracking my lips and licking my ears with a punishing tongue,
i tip toe my way timidly to my house, assaulted from all angles by bitterness.

Judy Marks


2009 saw Judy defeated by cancer, after a 6 year battle.
You are so missed.
2010 don't hurt me again.

x

well wishes, BLT's and new beggings


ahhh, hello 2010.
nice to meet you.

so, Christmas was a small quiet affair. met up with school friends, family friends, and my sister's new boyfriend.
ate lots. drank lots. read lots. standard.
mine and Ross' families met and ate the most delicious turkey dinner known to man, Mrs Barbour is a genius.
got myself a bread machine, so now i can get huge on home made carbs and Nutella. mmmm.

new year was fun, had a wee house party, resulting in a savage hangover and my consumption of the biggest BLT in the world. standard.
cleaned, mopped, tidied my house at 10am, then crawled back in to bed where i was consumed by the acid eroding my mind and stomach. lovely stuff.